iced_d

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 16:47:12 GMT

summer kicks ass.

mommy, daddy, GOD.
ill take my stick shift now.
=]

texas will be good for me.
leaving on the 15th.

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 16:06:01 GMT

i have so much to say
yet nothing comes to mind.

today has sucked terribly so far.
i can't / won't really talk about it.
some things are better left unsaid.

time is a man made creation;
something that doesn't exist.
so why do we feel the need to organize everything into a bracket of limitations?
wouldn't it be better to just let things happen on their own,
rather than run the risk of ruining them by saying "oh, its too early"
or "oh, its too late"

Sometimes you can't put a limit on things,
but other times you have to.

AHhHhHh, i did a lot of thinking last night.
Too much actually. Idk what to do with myself.
Or her for that matter;
for some reason i always seem to push away the good in my life.

i hate it.
why do we even say i love you?
to hear it back?
thats the only thing i came up with.
i hate it.

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 02:40:34 GMT

i hate
hate
hate
hate
hate

people who try to be like me.

i kinda wanna be done with this kid.

woot.

Wed, 30 May 2007 18:58:06 GMT

since everyone else is...

http://kevan.org/johari?name=dbl_D
http://kevan.org/johari?name=dbl_D
http://kevan.org/johari?name=dbl_D

itll only take 2 minutes and you have nothing to do since its summer. :D

today

Sun, 27 May 2007 00:20:49 GMT

i came to the conclusions that:

a) i need to do nothing this summer but work
b) i no longer want to be "religious"
c) the majority of women cant drive

today was rough. well mostly the past hour.
i really have no idea what to do and
its brought me past the point of confiding in what i don't see.
a mistake-- most likely.
but why hasnt a turnout come?

-

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 01:55:33 GMT

hey you,
shape up.

today absolutely sucked

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 20:10:32 GMT

i now hate the french language
and having people talk about me in it
when i cant understand a fucking word.

that pissed me off beyond anything you can imagine.

and i wish she could make up her mind and keep it.
or at least tell me when you change your mind?
its like i get my hopes up for nothing.
=/

i wish i had nicer friends.

and

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 15:59:49 GMT

its been really awesome havin the day off without anything to do.

essay? i have no clue what you're talking about.

ya know,

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 15:58:07 GMT

i realized i actually have no clue what im doing.
i can pretend all i want, but i don't know whats expected of me or how to accomplish that, yet ill continue to hide behind my shield of conceited old dylon. old feelings are coming back and its just weird to be experiencing them again.

i hate it.
i hate how hard i fell.
and i hate how much i like this girl.
=]

yay!

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 20:11:25 GMT

ill be at disney.
having fun.
and spending time with my girl.

without you! =]

hypnotism

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 22:10:54 GMT

is the best thing ever.
i felt so loose and relaxed today.
i wanna find somebody else to do it.
i think im an addict now. =]

o yeah, this one may work out. ;)
im happy.

&

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 23:10:05 GMT

my last cmnt was 12 weeks ago.
ahaha.

woah

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 22:46:00 GMT

it has been quite awhile on this damn thing.

and oddly, i have little to say.
im going for things more now.
im tired of holding back.
if you think im weird,
then get outta my way
cuz im too cool for you.

im tired of random girls coming up to me and saying,
wow you're hot.
not that i mind it, haha
but what do they hope to accomplish in that?
its jsut shallow.

theres this girl
that i like
ALOT
and she knows it
and turns out...
well you guess from there.

somebody call me!
ok im done.
peace.

fuck

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 03:33:27 GMT

you damn freakers who dont give a shit and dont do a damn thing or let me for that matter.

im growing to hate you and it pisses me off. your supposed to be there for me and you never fucking are. so yeah these fucks are for you. see me now? still proud of your creation?

give me some motherfucking well deserved freedom.
dam bitches.

i never curse. sorry to you who care. its understandable from my position.

most...

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 02:38:33 GMT

boring night of my life.

ive done over 200 situps and im bored as heck while all my friends are at the movies.

i just need to fast forward to april right now. forget this blank part of my life, i need my license already. parents who refuse to sit in teh passenger seat of a car cuz i wanna get out for once... are gay.

enough said.

mascot

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 18:55:50 GMT

I think this may be the most fun im gonna be having for a looong time.
its awesome, really.
great way for acting like a fool and not being judged for it for once.

game tonight.
be there.
im in it first half.

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 23:25:22 GMT

im extremely oblivious to what i want to be.

if that made any sense.

im convinced that life was made for me to fuck up.

mayb i should turn back to the old and quit at experiencing the new.

but then again. howd i get here anyways? i got bored.

someone. help.

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 05:30:07 GMT

i cant stand dtupid ppl.

and turns out my best friend is a dumbass.

ah, poor kid. =P

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 02:06:04 GMT

im talking to lilly right now.

and shes freaking hilarious.

im in love with this homie!

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 04:31:03 GMT

god... i havnt gotten over 3 hours of sleep in about 3 straight days. id like to sleep now and again, but am i the only one who seems to be having problems with how much we're getting? i mean damn, idk if i can do this anymore.

on top of all that i face a predicament.
let tayelor tell you... im a whore
i might as well just quit now while im ahead

well lj is just another means of my procrastination so im out before i kill myself more.

good night.

...

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 01:38:27 GMT

time to crunk out to my emo music.
one of those moods again.
i f'd up.

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 00:00:27 GMT

well things are better.
starting to shape up into what i would somewhat liek them to be.
then again they always do.
im a little upset at what im living.
not what i would have predecticted last month
then again im not even studying whats most important to me
school consumes me
school annoys me
school adores me?

god i hate when i get in poetic moods
altho according to the hatin wisocki i should be published.
you think she really meant it.
Ahh ill nevr know.

however
i am beginning to learn the importance of friends
while most of the true ones turn out to be girls
i still have one guy i can always relate to
idk what i would do without him
buddy

well i have a speech to finish
and some hw to sell
its been payin for lunch
keeps my mom off my back
so thats good
dont tell lindahl
haha

for now goodbye

I...

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 11:44:07 GMT

...suck at life. thats about it.

Ernesto

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 22:14:08 GMT

id love to get outside today.

but its still freaking raining.

how exciting! =P

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 22:48:50 GMT

wow... i feel like a jerk. im kinda playin 3 grls right now that are all great and fabulous and i cant seem to decide between. sounds wrong and your right... it is! they're all just awesome in their own way and the last thing i wanna do is break any of their hearts. worst part being the fact that i dont even want to date right now. i guess its good to keep my options open and all but... ahhh, it just feels wrong.

well i guess ill just wait and see how things go. mayb ill get lucky and have one be a total bitch to me or something. (like ive evr wanted that)